Sunday, February 17, 2008
waiting for.....
- exams to finish
- no stress anymore until sch reopen
- holiday to come
- days to past quickly
- next semester to come quickly finish it
- God's guidance to come, whether to continue studies in NIE or wheelock, or go back msia set up childcare and live for the rest of my life there.
- something............
Another week had past, with all the stresses from everywhere, though according to my mum, no one is stressing me. But i just can feel the stress coming from somewhere, to make sure i did well for this exam. i don't know, maybe already I have no confidence for the other two paper since i did not study very well, it's just mere memorizing and vomit everything out during exam.
I wonder, what will i benefit from all these taking in and vomiting out? i will not have to do it when i'm teaching rite? i cant just memorize the lesson and then vomit out when lesson starts rite? But thank God i'm still able to do the 1st exam paper, all i studied came out!!! THANK GOD! But Haiz... I jus don understand that memorizing part.
About continuing studies, my mum wants me to go NIE to study because at the same time got some allowance. But isn't my future gonna be a childcare or a kindergarten teacher? i need God's direction again, because He allows me to come to this course that means there is something for me, so if i seek direction from Him, if i can't go in NIE next yr after my dip, i can consider going wheelock, if not just go back msia and set up a childcare. Because my mummy suggested that it's good to have a childcare centre in msia coz everything oso cheap there. so I don noe, LET GOD BE MY GUIDE!!!!
It's about time for me to write my notes and then proceed to lib for my revision of my tml's paper and wednesday's. bye byeeeeeeeeeee.
PS. all the best to everyone who are having exams. JIAYOU!!!! DON STRESS!!!!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!!
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